No more late nights for me ever again!! Two nights in a row, and I feel like I haven’t slept for a whole week…It’s damn exhausting…and it’s really affecting my mood…I don’t know why but I seriously can’t take the noise around me…I need quiet…I just feel like shoving some people into 6-feet deep graves…Really mean it this time!...Just get your bloody head in the game, people!…Yeah, right here…Don’t screw it up for me…It’s not easy after such a hard weekend…

Just now, I thought I screwed it (in something else) up big time and I over-reacted…How damn wrong of me...I’m sorry gal, I “shouted” at you and blamed you for basically some nonsensical crap…Knowing that I shouldn’t give a damn about what others say, I feel bad having to react so weird…My bad…I don’t know what came over me…Am at a freaking war within…Sounds stupid but bloody true…

And yeah, one note to you (not you, gal), please stop your bloody pretense…What the creeping hell do you get by shoving your annoyingly incredibly “diaphanous” façade into my face…Be yourself for once…It just gets on my nerves…Tainu nathak karan di lorh nahin...Main nahin tainu pasandh kardi…Mainton tera eh jhooth nahin hambiya jaanda…You won’t get the point now…But I hope you will soon.

Don’t bother gossiping about us to others too…It’s just going to make you a less impressive person…Honest opinion…You better be grateful I didn't say this on your face in front of others...You wouldn't want to, and I have better things to do...My apologies I am being so bloody mean, but I can't stand you anymore!