I always had a bugging thought that I hadn’t fulfill my major obligation. And now, after much procrastination, I was blessed enough to get the darshan of the holy Guru Granth Sahib Ji. Man, I am rusty with my gurmukhi, I couldn’t do my prayers well. After walking down memory lane in the afternoon, my mom and I met up with my dad at the Silat Road temple. Although I shouldn’t be doing so, I couldn’t help noticing that today, on Wednesday, they were attractive guys of my age around (and their style is worth mentioning). They just came and went away. So yeah, that’s how my experience at the temple was.

That Girl

Verse 1
There’s this girl I know, she’s so incredible
From the heavens above, she’s been send with love
Eyes of sweet blue hues, ‘d reckon warmth around you
Lips are luscious swells; her breath’s a wisp of a spell

When she comes around the corner,
Mesmerizing the air with blessed splendor.
She’s taken me and my boys aback
With heart in hand, my soul I surrender

Chorus
That Girl, she’s got me going crazy
That Girl, she knows where I’m heading
That Girl, she’s just so amazing
Hell, I want her

That Girl, got me changing over a new leaf
That Girl, got me giving up all I had with me
That Girl, her love’s third degree
Hell, I need her

Verse 2
Times I’ve spent with her, tucked right in my arms
The magic in her touch marveled my heart so much
A dimpled smile she’ll give; thousand moments I’ll relive
With beliefs so simple, my bad-boy image’s gone crippled

She’s got me erasing all the girls
From my phone with so much ease
I see my boys no more, care less about girls
Look what her influence’s doing to me.

(Chorus)


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The hols have been superb so far. I’ve been able to clock in all the hours of sleep I’ve missed out during school and man, do I feel rested. I have no obligations whatsoever tying me down and dude, I ain’t got to work at all. How lucky is that. It might seem like I’m pampered but its just plain procrastination. Strangely, I have no one in mind particularly who’d have stolen my heart (yeah, I still hate him). All’s well. And yet, my mind seems clouded by something. I guess it could just be boredom. Or maybe, time shall reveal the raison d'être of my restiveness.

Jayroquil Productions™ : That Girl coming up this Wednesday...

E37M crew



Ally: This guy’s a major house of mystery and confusion. He’s one of those circus jokers that will humor you till your stomach hurts and yet you can never be able to unmask the child that he is.
But one thing I know, he'll always be that gujju conman that he's afraid to identify himself with.


Aruna: She's my reflection in the disguise of an angel. She's one to whom we could all turn to in times of need. Putting others in front of her, she has always looked after us like a mom.(she should be our mother). Always the butt of Ally's jokes, her cuteness retaliates attacks at her confidence (You look cute when you're confident).

Nasri: This one's the crew's powerhouse. He's always the loudest in everything we do. Supportive and wacky, he's encouraged many of us to accomplish tasks we'd procrastinate to the last minute (Dude, you've got me writing less emo lyrics!). He's always been the elder bro that I could turn to when I needed to vent everything out.

Rafidah: She's a pocketful of naivety and simplicity. Her thoughts are so simple, it makes you want to treat her like a child and save her from any harm. She's been a good friend in biased teams. One thing in common, we have the same opinions on class politics.

Samanta: This girl's my Primary 3 classmate. She is such a lovable persona that you just want to keep hugging her. She's a wicked carefree kid in a woman's body who is so bloody understanding, it makes you wonder where her wisdom comes from. Alike Aru, she's our mother hen who lulls us to relax and even, sleep, with her soothing voice. And Sam G, Liverpool rocks to the core!

Sarah: She's the deadly gangster of our unit. Her words are sharp enough to kill the hell out of you and her tough frontal could hoodwink even a "genius" like me. But once you know her, you'd be amaze that she's very much alike us girls, just a notch stronger in every other way. Sarcastic she may be, but her adorableness makes you overlook every comment of hers.

Yohanis: This girl's a gem. It took bloody 10 weeks for her to loosen up and when she did, her laughter was contagious. Truth be told, her looks are a major deceive. She's such a silent star with strangers but all you need is one lame action to stimulate her table-banging laughter. And when she's done with that, dude, you got to hear her vomit out her cute lameness.


(She and Aru deserve to be together)

J: Easy to have fun with.
A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
Y: Loved by everybody
R: Can kick ur butt
O: Really easy to fall in love with
Q: A hypocrite
U: Gets blamed for evrything
I: Love to laugh
L: One of the most romantic people you know

"That boy's a murder, he's a 187...His looks are his weapon...No man can be judged compared to him"


Over the weekend, with nothing in hand to get rid of my idleness, I couldn't help but think about him. He's out of my league (that's so obvious) and he can't be part of the "rooted" crew and neither can I be part of his "rockafied" crew but, what the heck, this ain't stopping me from thinking of him. With nothing to loose, I just can't seem to bring this upfront. Everything I do just about reminds me of that frozen-bollock freak.

Sad thing, he is so darn fit, like the fittest I have ever come across.

You're easy to please. As long as you're treated with respect, kindness, and love...you'll purrrrr like a Siamese. It's once in a blue moon that you need an oil change or a valve replacement.
Find someone who's not selfish or prone to take advantage of your easy-going nature. When you do, the recipe is simple: be happy.

I am afraid. Like big time.

I want to be reluctant. But I want to enjoy the moment.

I know I am putting so much at risk. I really don’t know.

At crossroads, I stand alone once again.

YoGoh and Me (Here, a little masculine)

Sarah and YoGoh posing with food and sheesha

The two cuckoos trying to take photos of god-knows-what

That's my order

Sarah, pretending to be high on sheesha (Green Apple some more!)

Shooting some smoke...What was I thinking!?!?!

Emo Chicks

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Love You (Pyaar Karna)

Verse 1
Burning it right on the floor
I see you gal while hanging at the door
Feeling the vibe, I’m tempted to take you home
I know that you want me to come over to you and talk

I feel your magic overwhelm the room
Can’t stop my eyes from darting a glance at you
Don’t cease your dance, it’s what I love to see
I’ma come over there to give you a whiff of me

Akh de lashkaare
Tere dikhaaye saanu taare
Hai nain dang maare
Ni kol aaja

Tu dil saada luteya
Te nindiyaan churaiyaan
Mere dil diyaan chaahataan
Puri kar aa

Chorus
Main tere naal pyaar karna
Main tere naal pyaar karna
I just wanna love you gal
Main tere naal pyaar karna

Verse 2
Gal since I have seen you
Been thinking of the possible miracles I could create with you
Haven’t been able to think of anything else but gal to meet you
I ain’t trying to speech you
I ain’t going to brag any riches to impress you

A gentleman form the start
I’m just aiming to get your heart
Loving the way you ask for a drink at the bar
If you’re ready, lets head for the car
If you’re catching my drift
And you feel what I feel
So get your coat ‘cause tonight you’re coming with me

Girl, I just want you by my side
Tell me, won’t you be mine
Shall we continue, heat it up, sleaze it up?

Girl we’re heading to my home
What say, have it smooth and slow
Anything on your mind
We’ll do what you wish to do

(Chorus)

Bridge
Now I have you next to me
Giving a little taste of ecstasy
Tomorrow you’ll be expecting me
You got to agree you want to be with me

(Chorus)

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Have you ever been hated or discriminated against?
I have, I’ve been protested and demonstrated against!
Freaking hell, coz I never ever followed their fashion sense.
Even my juniors had the guts to put dirt in my pants
With sticks and kicks, they’d get me all bruised,
And the damn teachers wouldn’t do a thing coz they thought I was high on booze.
Nobody ever appreciated me coz I looked like a nerd,
And when I protested, they wouldn’t hear a freakin’ word.
I was bullied, no doubt, for my brains and endeavours
In a ghetto, what would I expect from a group of brainless sores?
I felt so miserable, I wished I could just rid myself off the surface,
But who would, then, ever again dare to fight for justice?

I’ve got some skeletons in my cupboard and I don’t know if no one knows about it.
They belong to those who thought they could befriend me on greed.
Especially when I was chosen to be the chairman of the class,
I had so much power that I could get myself more than just a pass.
For all the success that I attained, they were freakin’ full of jealousy.
Every step I took with them, they came pounding down on me.
What hurt me the most was that my friends helped to bash me up.
God knows what the hell was wrong with them, why didn’t they just stop.
Circumstances got so bad, I had to lose everything I ever had.
My family left me to myself coz they couldn’t stand the life that I led.
I had no reputation left, everything I had was gone.
All that were left were the demonstrations outside my home.

Life would take such a surprising turn, I knew it was impossible,
But I never knew I would grow up to become so sociable.
I started school in Harvard, back a couple of years.
When I was fresh off the boat among my brainiest uni peers.
Everyone thought like me, everyone behaved like me,
Life was so much better than the hell where nothing was easy.
I’ve since graduated with a Double Masters degree in hand.
Now I’ll show you, you obtuse idiots, where you all stand.
Compared to me, you are nothing but an ugly rock on the street.
I never wished to be like you’ll, that’s why I tried to be discreet.
Look at me now, I bet you are probably sick of me now,
Ain’t you, people, don’t I make you look so ridiculous now!

Never Knew

JayRoQuiL and Arie Tunes + Production

Verse 1
From afar, everyone thought it to be the most perfect
But, hell knows that it had just been a deceiving portrait
Who would have thought that one day, all would be gone
Worlds crashed, leaving shattered with hopes of none.

What you were short of was what all that mattered.
Adamant I stood by, my life was hell scattered.
I wish I’d broken all ties, with no waste of time
Always felt it, knew that you could never be mine.


Chorus
Never knew it’d required so much to get rid of you
Never knew why I’d been so crazy to put up with you
But what’s done, thank God, is long gone
I just never knew what I actually saw in you.

Verse 2
No doubt it took a while to get a grip of courage
To break it down, to dump everything right at your face
Words can’t describe what I had in mind
When I won the feat, when I erased your crime

Truth be told, it strained me out of everything I felt
Hatred burnt within, I was caught between lines so svelte
All I wanted was to avenge with what you made me deal
I just got to say that getting rid of you is the best I will ever feel.

At this moment, I am dying to ask questions that've been bugging me for ages.

Why is it that there hasn't been a moment in the lives of all when actions, perceptions, behaviours and, most commonly, preachings have been challenged; questioned because they refute the circumstances that have arisen?

Why is it so difficult to accept the fact that sometimes there are instances that just are naturally against us and we can't do anything but agree to them lest we want to be full-blown outcastes?

Why is just so hard to accept that it is alright to be wrong?

Can't you see that these harsh unacceptance of yours is driving those around you crazy with frustration and annoyance?
You're losing what you pride to have.

Why are you questioning people who care for you?

Why are you keeping yourself before those who keep everyone before themselves?

Seriously, why?

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It’s complicated!

And I am not going to put in much effort now. I am sick and tired of being the only one working hard on this.

And if you ever hear sarcasm from me, just a note, I mean what I say.

Simply put, I don’t give a damn…

:)I’m loving this:)

This game’s making rounds and I was unfortunate enough to get tagged…
Warning: Involves a hell lot of thinking!

Each player of this game starts off with five things they like about their bodies. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own the five things they love about their bodies as well. Start every line with "Ilove...because...".I assure you, you might just surprise yourself by how difficult it is to come up with this list.Please state the rules of this game clearly.At the end you must choose as many people as you'd like to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

1) I love my eyes because the dark radial hues encircling the pupils always mirror confidence even in times of emotional low.
2) I love my hair because when those curled tresses fall upon my shoulders, it reminds me of a side of my personality long forgotten.
3) I love my arms because they have never proven me wrong when I have a burden to carry. Hail the muscles! (Here, you have to agree that my strength is due to my muscles, not fats!)
4) I love my ears because they provide a means to play with peoples’ minds – I have been misunderstood to be wild when I have never been once in my life.
5) I love my fingers because they just spell out Kiran. (Amman would know what I am talking about)

Tags: Dilys, Fidah, Ally, Yogoh, Aru, Sam G

All it took was one night…

To condemn all bonds secured.
To step beyond the line of faith.
To boast about a feat so sordid.

All it took was one night…
To break a tie so strong.

And now, I am filled with sheer disgust.

Translation of Mayor Que Yo (1st four lines)


No me importa que usted sea mayor que yo

Lest you are greater than I, you are of no worth to me

Hoy la quiero en mi cama

Nowadays I want you in my bed

Y no malinterprete mi intención

And don’t misinterpret my intention

Es que no aguanto las ganas

How could I not withstand the desires

Dang! This lyrics are burning my insides with desire...Chinky, man! Poof!