You are a No Drama Mama!

No need for drama, you just chill out and don't let things bother you You've got a peaceful, zen-like attitude... even when things get crazy You're a pleasure to be around, and you have lots of friends to show for it You don't need to be the center of attention, you're happy enough as is!

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

Your Kiss is Black

Your kisses are amazing. You put a lot of effort into your kissing technique. You are a perfectionist, and you never leave any kissing detail to chance. When you're kissing, you like to be in charge. You don't enjoy someone else taking the lead. You know you're the best kisser. In fact, you're often disappointed by how other people kiss. Kissing Type: Thoughtful People See Your Kisses as: Amazingly unreal You Kiss Best With: A Pink Kisser Stay away from: A Green Kisser

Your Life is Better Than 73% of All People

You really have things pretty good - so stop a minute and appreciate how great your life is. You likely have a cheery outlook, supportive friends, and plenty to keep you happily busy. You are usually content - and with good reason. You have a lot to be happy about. So when things don't go well, remember that you have it better than most people!

Your Summer Love Style is Serious

While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing. And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already. For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed. Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy!

You Are From Venus

You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.

You Are Agnostic

God? Religion? Maybe... you're just not sure. You're still figuring out your spiritual path... or figuring out you really don't care. You believe that no one really can know the true story about religion or God. So you might as well relax a little. You'll go crazy trying make sense of it all.

You Are 24% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

One point to note:
I should never ever go out on a school night. It's so draining but worth it though.

Anyway, I was downtown in the evening and I just happened to pass by that bridge over the Singapore river. And looking across the bridge, I was drowned in euphoria. Heading down memory lane, I remembered the night I was indulging in the lights and sounds of the Cannery. It was ecstatic! Man, I got to say I was (no, I am) meant for it.

So as I passed by that beautiful night scene, I was overwhelmed by a strong urge to head back down to that very place and relive that night again. Yes, I am that addicted.

Despite being surrounded by the oh-so lovely buildings in City Hall, I was so tempted to just go back and party the night.

Damn, I felt sad.

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

You are 53% Sagittarius

You Can Make 47% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

You certainly have this dating thing down - and you know how to charm most people. And when your charm seems broken, just think back to what has worked in the past. You have the tools to make almost anyone fall in love with you - you just have to put them into action.

You Are 20% Phobic

Wow, you're scared of very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs!

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Weeks

You're out enough to meet plenty of guys And it shows, because a few are interested in you Even if you haven't meet the right guy yet He's standing just around the corner :-)

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

[A] - AVAILABLE- Now, The Lamboghinni Superlegerra series

[B] - BIRTHDAY:-15 Dec 1989

[C] - CONFUSED ABOUT:-why am I still into him

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:-water

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: God

[F] - FAVORITE MUSIC artiste/group: Its obvious, Jay Sean. RDB. Imraan Khan. Rishi Rich

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:-Gummy G....LOL

[H] - HOMETOWN:-East babe!

[I] - INSTRUMENT: I can't play any

[J] - JUICE: Mango

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE:The geek

[L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE: From Delhi to my village in Moga on the rugged roads of India. Freaking 8 to 10 hours man

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Old school Vanilla

[N] - NUMBER OF PETS: Zero

[O] - ONE WISH: To be forever contented

[P] - PERFECT WEATHER: dark and cosy

[Q] - QUIET OR LOUD: loud

[R] - REASONS TO SMILE: many

[S] - SINGLE: scoop of ice-cream

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5.30am

[U] - UNDERWEAR: always black

[V] - VIOLENT: desires

[W] - WINTER OR SUMMER:- Winter

[X] xXx WITH: G

[Y] - YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL: lions

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN:-Sagittarius

It's the weekend!

As scheduled weeks ago, I had lunch with Aviee and Sharan . Funny thing is, it was all planned late at night, just before the actual day itself.

During lunch, we got to do some really cool admin work. Talking of which, I was made fun of because I came up with "Audiviene". Lol.

So it's decided.

Those guys better be committed, man.

I've told so many people, don't judge the book by the cover...Nor by the content its pages hold.

Why don't you listen...

By trying to tear it apart, word by word, you're just going to get yourself hurt...

You've just called upon trouble on yourself...

And I seriously mean trouble.

Just think about it.

If I'm bold enough to spit the truth at your face, without the slightest hint of insincerity, and heartlessly, treat you like a piece of shit, don't you think I'll be happy enough to confront you fair and square and make your life a living hell...

Let me just end the semester with a bang that'll haunt you for life...

And if seeing him was a killer enough, the girls threatened to shout his name when he was cheering Woodhouse. They went all like “Gulshan! Gulshan!” so loud that he and his friend heard it clear, but since he’s a Punjabi, he’s head probably swelled (after all, he's got 4 supporters, innit?) and he did his best not to look behind. Anyway, whenever Woodhouse, appeared, he would cheer and raise his arms. And like I said before, he has really good arms. So sexy.

SO…During the audience interaction session, the host mentioned Gulshan’s name because of his affiliation to Woodhouse, the supposedly popular guy. So Gulshan’s question was, who he was betting on to win Ms RP (perhaps I only heard that answer).

You know what he replied! Dei, I had the biggest shock of my life!

“Not to be bias ah, I support ah ah…Azza”

Shit! His voice was already so typical of Punjabi boys his age and he had to use Singlish.
Pai! Tainu ki ho gaya! Changi pali agreji bolni si. I have no grudges regarding the voice, but his English, that was a let down. I couldn’t stop but mock him and now I am traumatized by what I said. Sheesh! But of all traumatized, the only person who had it worse was Sammy. She was seriously speechless dei! And for quite a while.

When the thing ended, we waited until the whole crowd dispersed, before we went off so that I could get a final glimpse of him. Haila, kaash main ohde naal hoondi. LOL.

I don’t know what to say. This was the cherry atop a delicious cake. After all that had ended, seeing him for the final time and so deeply was all I could ever ask for. Rab tusi great ho.

Anyway, the contest results:

Mr and Ms RP: Mr and Ms CIE. (what a shocker! They were so low profile)
“ “ 1st runner up: Some weird “superman” guy and Jasmine Danker.
" “ 2nd Runner up: I seriously can’t remember.

Mr Popularity: Mr STA

It was a let down for the STA people that Woodhouse (he was an empty coconut by the way) didn’t make it. You should have seen their cheering. One hell of a powerhouse!

But whatever the case, I got to see my G!!!! Hai Rab!

Why wouldn't I man!
Today was one heck of a day!

Holy God!
Thank you!

First of all, I scored a B3 for my English retake. Can you believe this. A freaking B3 after that dismaying D7 I was stuck with for two years. Thank you all you guys for being around and sharing every moment! Love!

Secondly, my sister has done well to be enrolled into poly or millenia institute. That's a relief. God, I am happy for her!!!

Thirdly, the UTs are over and its all about fun now! Power!

And last of all, what a wicked blow to you! Haha. God, I didn't expect this to be such a big deal. Come on, what did you think? I'd be crying over my faltering reputation? Pshhh. Dude, with you and your "best" friend passing remarks behind my back and spreading the word is just making me famous. Who wouldn't want to be a living legend! HAHA!

And ash babes, don't blame yourself...you did what you could...:)

Your Birthdate: December 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

You Are 42% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

You Are 81% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore! There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed women You're intense and expressive - and always on the go You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

It's kind of strange that someone who thinks he's some intelligent f*** doesn't get this idea with so much hinting. I guess I overestimated your level of understanding.

Let me come out clean and clear.

No one's getting stupid by the moment. In fact if you notice, the stupid ones are the ones who don't give a damn. Not that, there are any.
But, its worth the chase. I'm not at the losing end. We've nothing to lose.

And, the best part of it all. I enjoy doing it.
A little mean, you'll say. Who cares.
Tit for tat. I've had it enough.

See, it's people like you that unleash my bitchier side.

If it hadn't been for the wisdom and support of the girls, especially those bus rides, I would have leashed out at you so hard by now it would have been much more painful than what you're feeling now.

That is if you're feeling it, which I doubt so since you're so thick-skinned.

Pshh.

Fate is ruthless, I’ll say.

Thinking back, those times when I ached to have even one glance of him, I’d be faced with never-ending disappointment for weeks. And now that the semester’s coming to an end (in probably two weeks), I’ve been having up-close views so frequently, it still aches. And perhaps, my encounters have been so probable and real, it seems like a dream come true. Yes, I am crazy because even something simple as coming close to the guy I like leaves me with moments of exuberance. Seriously, it feels like heaven. It’s like having met a celebrity. As usual, he’s always just a few feet away. And that just takes my breath away, no matter how indifferent or cool I pretend to be.

What I'm about to do is break it down.
You'd better get the point now.
Else, I'd have to be a bitch


And one more thing,
I'm not sorry one bit about it.

Below, is an adaptation of Jay Sean's Me against Myself lyrics.
No originality, just a few changes here and there to suit the circumstances.



Jayroquil vs Soulja Boy

Me against that idiot
And there ain’t no chorus,so just listen

S:
Oh girl, you look so beautiful with those purple roses around you
I wanna hold youI wanna touch you and squeeze you and love you all day long, oh baby girl

J:Yo, I've heard it before, so save all the cliches,
I really can't believe there's no true talent around these days.
Soulja Boy with the same old shit, talkin' about purple roses that and purple roses this
I’ve seen you hangin' around with that girl during the break, posin’ for the camera, smilin' with the cheesiest grin

What’s the deal? Whatever happened to keepin' it cool?
Back in the days when you ware rattling about the wicked times of your school.
And now that you got listeners, oh it's clear and it's simple,
You're only makin' conversations that you hope they’ll be into.
Come on, “burning the lab” was never a hit, fool,
And what the hell is takin' you so long to understand the truth!

Fix up! It's been about six weeks and insults are everywhere,
Even your own friends think your shit sucks (I don't like Soulja boy)
And I know that you pretend to ignore them,
It's gotta hurt when you're even gettin' dissed in your own class!

Yeah I've done my reseach, back when you started, fool,
Back when people thought you were the genuine article…
Genuine, my arse, you’re an artificial whacko,
The only thing different about you, is the fact that your mixed-blood!

S:
(Well well) Well I guess it must've helped a bit, the fact that everyone’s now into the mix-blood trend,
Including' acquaintances, I guess we cornered it, I'm surprised you hadn't thought of it,
And there's issues that I find myself placed with, being pigeon-holed and accused of exaggerating
It's a struggle and it's so frustrating, telling me I’ma fake sheep in this crewship.


J:
And I bet that just had you in tears,
Wasn't that the reason you ended up leaving your peers?
I guess you couldn't take the way that people would mock that,
So it was off with the act and goodbye to the suck up
But you still pissed us off with your whacked exaggerations of your skills and shoes
Now you wonder why your friends slander you

Pshhh,Whatever, it seems you sold your soul to the game,
You’re a fake, 'cos Soulja boy ain’t even your name,
So how'd you come up with that? It aint unique after all.
What are you like a hybrid stripped from that video?

You're better off with the name you was born
You little pansy, you really should've been called gay porn,
So which one’s your lover? Your bro or your bestie?
Probably the latter, he sees you as his bitch doesn't he?
Wasn't he the one you derided in your chat with that naan?
Like a while ago, I'm talkin' like well over a month,
You were trying to look cool but you quit being a friend.
To fit in, how the hell did you manage to get to that part.
And how'd you tell your friends, you know how shit that sounds?
"I’m feeling left out, I guess I’m gonna back out now!"

S:
But nevertheless, I quit, went ahead and progressed,
Had my eyes on a goal and wouldn't settle for less

J:
What d'you mean? You only got where you are ‘cos of a gimmick!
The whole makkal thing was big and you were luckily a part of it
And don't be upset if people don't like what you say
They're not crazy, they’d rather be on their way

Wow big deal, so you got couple of dudes
I'm not surprised if bro helped you to make you a crew
You know what? I’m tired man, I'm sick I'm bored of you,
Run off you little puppet, I hear your bestie callin' you.

Oh My God!

At such close quarters.

We had planned to have our brunch at E1 but since there were no tables there, we chose to go W4. I had just bought my food and settled myself down when a familiar face and pink t-shirt wallked acrossed the seats to a seat just a few feet away. Yeah, it was Kayurumah. That's when my heart started racing bad! I knew if he was there, G would be there too. And within seconds, I saw G, taking the same path the pink guy had taken.

G was wearing a brown t-shirt and the often-worn black jeans with shadow-coloured sneakers.
His hair had grown since open house and somehow was so brown, it suited his skin colour. He walked across in a rather strange way, like he was dancing across(I have got to agree it seemed a little sissy). He seemed like a young kid. Such a small frame and average height. But what ever the case, he still appeals to me. At least, he made butterflies in stomach flutter.

However, he had to sit diagonally across Kayurumah so he was blocked by the pink buffalo. And then a bunch of kuku loud idiots, had to take the whole table diagonally behind them and block the whole view.

But towards the end of the break, when he got up to keep his utensils and get a drink, he had to pass right in front of us. FOO! I really didn't know what to say. He has good-looking arms. And a real upclose view, he looked so freaking good (like really freaking good) in the brown and black ensemble against his fair skin.

Mainu bhootney vaang chumbar gaya rog ishq da.
Yaar tu taan dil sada lut dita.

Name 5 people of the OPPOSITE GENDER you can think of, right on top of yourhead.

Don't read the questions below until you write the names.

This is alot funnier if you randomly list the names.

No Cheating!

1. Amman
2. Pavan
3. Gulshan
4. Ally
5. Najib


Don't Go Ahead Unless You Filled Up The Top!
And Don't Go Back And Change Any Names!

-How did you know number 4?
`He’s been my classmate for almost 8 months

- What would you do if 1 and 2 were going out ?
Dude, I’d freak out! They are not supposed to be doing that!

- Where did you meet 3?
RP. That was the day! Foo!

- What would you do if no. 1 confessed that he loves you?
He does that all the time. He’s my bro!

- Who's 3's best friend?
Some freaky weird Chinese geek

Do you miss number 5?
Oh yeah. Its been ages since we joked around

- What do you think of number 3?
Don't get me started. He's hot, cute, attractive, appealing...alot more man! I'd say sexy too!
Power!
Saying that, my heart's started racing!

- What do u think of no 2?
Damn Intelligent! Critic Roshan…LOL!

- What do you think of number 5?
Funny!

- What do you think of number 4?
Too old for his age

-Who does number 1 looks like?
SRK

-Do you have anything special withnumber 5?
He’s like an elder bro.

- Have you ever been inside 2's house?
Yeah And I have stayed over so many times

- Have you ever kissed number 3?
Aww…No. How I wish, man :P…That would be dream come true...

-Have you ever liked any of them?
It simple obvious.

It's almost mid Jan and I have yet to have new year resolutions. So much for being a punctual person (which I had decided I would be this year).

So after much thinking and procrastinating, I have decided to keep some resolutions, some as mundane as the last year's and some incessantly irrelevant.

1) I will lose some weight this year.
This has been such a ceaselessly repeated resolution that it has started to lose its essence. But you can’t blame me for it. Every time, I want to approach the “park” at my house to jog, I am always invited for some outing. And I can’t probably turn down fun so I’m always headed off in the supposedly wrong direction. And then come the days when such outings are basically to places of sheer indulgence. Being human, it’s always inevitable to not fall for temptation. So there goes the whole weight-losing programme.
But this year, I will.

2) I will be myself.
Trust me when I say I need to be myself badly. Gone are those days of blood-sucking fiend-ship and pretentious gawky geekiness. And I have been myself for a quite a while now. At least, I can look into the mirror and say to myself, “Dang, kiks, you look hot!”, seeing a nod in reply to that. Maybe I am crazy but who cares, I am being me.

3) I will forgive and forget pieces of the past
Now, that I really can’t do. I can forget but not forgive. This is just hard to do so. First Jas, then him. If they keep doing this to me, they can’t blame me if I hurt them twice as much because I can forget what you did, but I will never forgive.

4) Concentrate on my studies.
So mundane, I tell you. Same old thing about concentrating on studies and not being able to do so, and then crying over spilt milk. When will I learn? I have got to get into the class but I am afraid I’ll screw things up big time. Seeing my predicted grades, seems like I sure messed it up.

5) Dwell in Singlehood
Ouh I love being single. No worries, no commitments.
I can’t stop thinking about you though, shit!

I guess that’s all that’s worth changing. Hopefully, I don’t see them again next year.

CURRENTLY:
Eating : zilch
Drinking : zilch
I'm about to: watch tv
Listening to: I need to know – Marc Anthony

YOUR FUTURE:
Want kids: yup… 3
Want to get married: yeah man, and I have it almost planned in mind.
Careers in mind: gynaecologist, research analyst…but a side of me wants to be a fashion magazine editor and a fashion designer.

WHICH IS BETTER?:
Lips or eyes: eyes.
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Shorter or taller: taller
Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
Nice stomach or nice arm: stomach
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
Hook- up or relationship: relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger?: nope
Drank bubbles: I might have
Lost glasses/contacts: nope
Ran away from home: never did, would never do
Liked someone younger: I’m guilty of it.
Older: yeah, and I still do
Broken someone's heart: many times
Been arrested: nope
Turned someone down: yeah, a few idiots.
Cried when someone died: yup, who doesn’t

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself: yeah, “I am my most favourite” - LOL
Miracles: maybe
Love at first sight: nope
Heaven: yeah
Santa claus: I choose to believe such a deity does exist although there’s no prove
Sex on the first date: nope
Angels: yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Hmm, yes
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: nope
Believe in God?: Yes

1. Honestly, WHO's on your mind?who else could it be.

2. Honestly, what are you doing right now?chatting

3. Honestly, who are/is your best friend(s)?
sharan, simran, aviee

4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
yeah, procrastinate

5. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel
Sometimes

6. Honestly, who is the last person on earth that you'll love?
Hardeep.

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Nope. Why would I be.

8. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
How I have turned out. I am not what I was

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yeah at times

10. Honestly, do you want to talk to someone this very moment?
Yes. My crew

11. Honestly, are you keeping a secret right now?
Maybe I am.

12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
If I don’t like anyone, Now why would he/she be my friend?

13. Honestly, are you in denial?
Nope

14. Honestly, do you like anyone?
Yes. There, honest opinion

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
Yes. You should ask them.


Favourites
Favourite Color: black
Favourite Food: continental
Favourite Movie: kal ho naa ho
Favourite Sport: soccer, baby
Favourite Day of the week: Saturday
Favourite Season: winter
Favourite Ice Cream: peanut butter chip

Currents
Current mood: lazy
Current clothes: the usuals
Current desktop: lfc deskart
Current time: about 4 in the afternoon
Current Surroundings: cloudy.
Current Annoyances: my laziness
Currect Thoughts: should I just stop?

Firsts
First best friend: Jessica…I wonder where she is now.
First crush: SRK
First movie: can’t rmb
First lie: I didn’t eat any chocolates. LOL
First song: Awara Paagal….

Lasts
Last drink: water
Ride: bus
Last crush: my mistake
Last phone call: mom
Last CD played: cant rmb

Random
5 things you are good at:
1. procrastinating
2. being an insensitive idiot
3. calculations at the wrong time
4. tipping my bank balance
5. shopping.

4 things you have done today:
1. read the papers
2. read some weird articles
3. heard some “pshh” bhangra tunes
4. had my meals


3 things you can hear now:
1. the road outside
2. my songs on the laptop
3. myself coughing and sneezing relentlessly

Blissful and Divine.


Two words to describe the last 2 days.



2nd Jan.


The much-awaited day.



Met up with the crew at about 12 noon at Li'l India before heading to our home for 2 days.
Had our lunch at a tandoori restaurant nearby before spending the afternoon tucked in the comfort of our beds, playing cards (and that really cool game Sam taught us).


Night availed and we made our way to Clarke Quay to have our dinner and club the night away at that hotspot, MOS.




2nd day


Had our lunch at our room 'cause all of us woke up at about 1 in the afternoon.
Spent our afternoon there and headed to vivo for a movie and brownie (unfortunately, no icing. LOL). The initial plan was to indulge in brownies but I was overwhelmed by the chocolate fudge cake and Aru by the Tiramisu.



The movie, Boogeyman 2, was quite cool. Sadistic, but interesting. And that Boogeyman, is so-so sexy. You girls do agree, don't you?



After the show, we headed across the road to St. James and got ourselves into an annoyingly sophisticated and highend version of the power station. My bad, Powerhouse was closed for the night but all other bars were open and that just didn't build up the mood. So back to Clarke Quay, the haven for nightlife. Finally, we opted on MOS.





Saw that Powergeek: good-looking, nice eyes, nice smile but outfit, way mismatching. Who wears green t-shirt with khakis, all nicely tucked in with a black thin belt?

Pictures.

Sammy doing her hair...

Me, napping...

Both of them doing some weird dance

Ministry of Sound

This guy, Sohail, is so freaking similar in looks to G. I can't belive this man.