"Yo mamma is so huge that when she tries to go out of the house, the whole house goes along with her"

Restriction is a horrible weight.
I hate to say this but even nonchalance can't do much.

Lesson was cool today. Major highlight of the day: UnO! Yeah, we played many rounds of Uno and Heart Attack, and I finally won one game. I do suck at it, actually. It was all jokes during our 8-player game. The situation was so tense - all thanks to people who kept adding cards to our deck - that curses and cries of despair could be heard every now and then ( mostly mine :P ).

God! The days are seemingly longer than usual.



"maybe it's true, I'm caught up on you"

Thanks for the pic, Sharan.

So me. :)

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"If being sexy was a crime, then you would be the first one to be jailed"

Talk about cheesy.Lol.

Yeah, I got accepted. First step sei. I'll finally do what I love to do. Music production.
Talking about which, the one thing that I realise really can get on my sis's nerves are my horrible attempts at beat-boxing.
Yeah I tried that too. Haha. I don't sound so bad myself, but prolong exposure to my "beats" abit too much also ah. Agree? LOL.

Excitement's high in the air. And I have every reason to do so. :)

But I miss him.
"maybe it's true, I'm caught up on you"

What's done is done. Can't change it. My apologies.

Let's start over.



jay-er-mode

Maybe, just see me for me.

I know I'm different. But I can't help it.

I know I'm rash, I'm impulsive. But I know what I am doing.

I know people love to gossip. But it ain't my problem

Maybe I just need you to understand me.

Please.

It's easier to see it from a bird's eye-view

But it's complicated, from where I stand.

I can't help it la.

It seems I'm not in the best of moods today.

I don't know why.

Maybe, because I don't like to think, it sucks bad.

And when I am supposed to be excited about the situation, I am just too overwhelmed by this.

That brings me to the question: Dude, how the hell do you know him?

Babe, this time, seriouly, you really took me by surprise.

I sense major trouble brewing right under my nose.

I'm actually aware of it, since SOMEONE nicely coversed with me regarding that, as if its a matter-of-fact kind of thing. LOL. You're so mean.
* Just a point to note, if you want to tell on me, don't tell me that you're gonna do so before I am about to sleep. Scares the shit out of me.

Yeah, it's trouble in terms of blackmail. So I got to switch off that mode for quite some time now.

SO now, I'm like a puppet on strings pulled by you. Right?


You wait! :P

A purple ambience. A happening crowd. Hip music.
Nothing could have beat the moment I was having, dancing with my sister at that club.
Until I spotted a familiar face with those brown eyes and lovely smile.
And it beat everything.
Clad in an orange t-shirt and shorts, there he was rocking and singing to "It's the time to disco." And at such a close proximity.
We exchanged glances, we acknowledged. But that was it.

The night ended. The music ended. I was back home.

I woke up the next morning, enchanted in the night's magic.
But something inside me kept bugging me to be watchful of where I was.
It kept telling me that he was around.
And I knew he was just metres away.

I got out, walking down the corridor, and I just shouted in shock (and, knowing me, out of mischief too) when we walked into each other. The look on his face was funny. Like he got the scare out of his life. But I couldn't stop smiling.

I wish I could remember what happened at the club and thereafter, but my mind was too intoxicated.

Arghh...Chelsea missed it once again.

It was a good game. With a draw and all. And John Terry had to miss that penalty...

So darn close...

The plans have been confirmed.

In just about 11 days (yeah man, 11 days), I'm finally going to have a break. A real damn good break with lots of slacking and shopping. And with no freaking worries at all.

And preparations for it haven't even started. I am actually supposed to get 3 vaccination for it.
I hate needles, man! And to top that fear, 3 jabs.
Crap!
I don't want them!

The report's still in progress, rather, slow progress.
I just can't seem to get my lazy bum off my couch to just do a bit in it. How screwed is that!

And something random, that bloody Ganga from Kasamh Se is a two-fcaed freak. She's a hard-core clubber-smoker-drinker. How bad is that? Talk about good daughters.
I'm not the best daughter in the world, 'cause I have hidden so many things from my folks. But I know I'm not two-faced and it's sick when people are somthing else at home and a whole different clown in school. yuck.

Yesterday was the EMP interview.
Well-anticipated, I'd say.
This was my only opportunity, I guess.

Anyways, heartfelt thanks out to the crew for your support and understanding.
Sorry about the fyp though.

And some shoutouts,
Ash, things are good, maybe what I feared was to happen is happening. That's all.
Sarah, I miss having lunches with you. All those old times...
Sammy, I miss you big time...
Aru, nice luck with Mr. Square
Fidah, role-exchange sei! :P
And Noro, I like only one guy ah, not 3. Lol. The other one just look cool.

I guess that's about it.
And yeah, you, I ain't forget about you....haha....you just wait la.

Life's a bitch.
So often said, it's funny how true it is.

When things are meant to be almost perfect, the past catches up with me.
So much for the history I left behind...

She's back. After almost 2 years...But I'm not jumping for joy.
I feel disturbed.
I love my life the way it is.
I love my family, my best pals, my crew just the way they are.
They are all I need to live this life with simple contentment

But she? Where does she fit the picture?
Where was she when I needed her most?
Where was she when I morphed out of the fantasy I was living in.
She wasn't even there when I faced the real world for my first time

So why is she back now?

What does she suppose, I'm going to wait?
As if.


old friends stray, distances grow, life settles
but truth be told, it's over

What Kinda Music Am I?

You Are Electronic Music

You are energetic and expressive. You love feeling alive. You never get sick of your favorite things - they're what makes life special. You don't take tradition or conventions too seriously. You live for the future. You enjoy remixes and re-interpretations of things. Life is about making improvements.

"all the more reasons to play with your mind"

Girl, you just messed with the wrong person.
I'm not someone who's going to shut my gap and ignore your provocations.

You started it, I'ma end it.
A counter for each attack, I'm up for it.
But the day it crosses limits, you're gone for...:P

I'm counting down yo! HAHAHA

Wait and watch, stupid f***...LOL

I can't take this anymore. I am feeling so eff-ed up. My mind is being overdrawn by heart and stress and I can't believe I am actually falling for this crap. It's true I like him and I like him more than before but I can't take the fact that he's f*** not going to be mine. He's graduated and I can hardly see him around. It sucks major. Here I am, losing it while waiting to see him in whole, and there fate is, playing the freaking games where I know I might just be at the losing end. I hate this feeling of uncertainty. I'm there and yet not there. What the hell is this? This is so not fair. God! What's happening to me, arrggh!

I'm losing my cool...Down, jay, down...

Ok, done.

But it's not easy to forget.