Sunday 13 th July
Although I dread waking up in the morn, I have to say the day was spent well.
Went over to the twins' place for lunch and a movie. Their place is so neat and bright. So well kept. And I tried their mom's cooking for the first time, and it was sick - good! All these years, I had only heard about it, but I got the opportunity yesterday. We also discussed people of yesteryears ( I seem to have forgotten who is who) and him - things seem so changed now.
In the evening, I headed over to my Grandma's for a family celebration. It was a happy occassion but I felt a little shaken.
I can't see her like this. She's old, senile and fragile. And having this throat problem, her breathing's limited. Why isn't there a doctor on call? She's going to go soon, let's face it, but no one's seriously prepared for it. There's some sort of attachment to her, although I wasn't really close to her. She's blood after all.
It's sudden, but I fear its permanent...eh no, I am sure. Things are so weird, I wonder what got into your head. Who taught you to see things this way?
Think. What if it's too late?
People make mistakes, I agree.
But you know, honestly, it's not me.
I'm not foolish - I can see.
People change, I said once.
I didn't - I just came to my senses.
Why is it so hard for you to be selfless?
I am doubting many many things now. I feel deceived.
I don't want to be bothered, but I am. I really feel cheated.
j á y d e d
by jayroquilmain shaayar to nahin, magar ae haseen . . .
J R Q P r o d ©
It Ain’t Right
Verse 1
I can’t believe it, girl
You’ve been making me sound like I was cynical
Desperate to push you out of my sleazy world
Which you openly claimed just wasn’t love
And you told your crew,
Exaggerating everything that you’ve been through
Getting every brainwashed soul just to side you
Tell me why’d you want to erase the truth
Chorus
Come on, girl, it ain’t right
Why’d you pretend it doesn’t matter
Stick to the truth, it ain’t right
When you try change the chapter
Since I’d walked away, walked away
Since I’d walked away, walked away
Verse 2
Almost everyday,
I’m checking your space and all you ever say
That you’ve fallen deeper for me since I went away.
Keeping track of me like I’m ever going to stay.
What this hypocrisy?
Changing stories whenever you get to talk about me
Acting on your space like this’ always meant to be.
Yet making a fuss for all to see.
Chorus
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KIRAN DHALIWAL
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MY SPACE
words of whacked wisdom
1 There are only 3 things women need in life: food, water and compliments.
2 Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive.
C H E C K E D
Be able to ride, legally
Living to the fullest
Partying Like A Rockstar
Preach what I'm taught
Get into Monash
Drive into freestylin'
Major Control
Living to the fullest
Partying Like A Rockstar
Preach what I'm taught
Get into Monash
Drive into freestylin'
Major Control
S H O U T O U T
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A day spent well
22:21 - Monday, 14 July 2008
A R C H I V E S
cleaning out my closet
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D A C R E W
i am anti-social, yeah.
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