Endurance, my only hope
21:54 - Thursday, 20 November 2008
The only difference between you and I is the fact that no matter how much I try to be selfish and self-centred, I am compelled not to, because I love my people like no other...and simply, God's watching. The one thing you ever lacked was the one thing that held the most importance to me, sheer sincerity. No one expects much from each other, but being taken for granted shouldn't be the way to repay, appreciate it.
Just when I was hoping I'll have all the time to start settling personal issues, reality checks in. There are less than 90 days to "badaboom". Time is running out. And now, of all times, this saali kuti had to aggravate stiffened feelings with her yak...it's like she's asking for it. So what now, settle scores?
I hate this shit people keep bringing upon unecessarily and there's only little I can do to endure it all. After all, I am not really known to be nonchalant/patient/ignorant. :/
Maa Da Laadla Bigadh Gaya
08:22 - Monday, 17 November 2008
If you think Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehnaa was controversially conceptualised and Kal Ho Naa was the ultimate KJ comedy, wait till you see Dostana. This one captures a controversial concept with a light-hearted opinion and leaves a trail of laughter even after an 150-minute comedy fest.
I won't say much but don't except it to be "another gay movie". It's not even a sequel or prequel to the "kanta-ben" scenes in KHNH. It's a marvelous brainchild of the movie-genius, KJ and the debutante, Tarun.
And what's more, the whole movie ends with a kiss. Wholly unexpected and unpredictable.
jaane tu ya jaane na
15:12 - Sunday, 16 November 2008
"No answer"
23:17 - Saturday, 15 November 2008
Happy 19th "makcik" Hanani!
I don't think I have figured myself out just yet....no, I don't need all that soul searching...I ain't bi either...yeah, orientation's alrite...Am I what I prefer to be or what people assume I am?
Confusing? Hell yeah...
Deep thoughts aside, it's horribly true that an idle mind is the devil's playground...it seems I'd rather be doing everything else but revise.
And somehow, graduation seems to be a long way from now...hell, i even lost count...i can't wait for it but a part of me is reluctant to move to a new phase...There're so many things yet to be done...Something like coldfeet...on the other hand, my roomies are so cool and hype...LoL
Talking about hype, the prev one is getting cold, in my opinion...so many things were going on, it became a distraction from reality and then poof! I don't make sense, but I don't know how to explain this, its like an on-off kinda thing, or shall I just say, the mind is a powerful thing...yeah something like that.
"teri is shaitaani ne luteya shehr saare da saara"
"Damn, there's nothing like this"
12:53 - Thursday, 13 November 2008
"Oh very happy in my heart, dil dance maare re"Fyp report's done for, finally...it was one hell of a killer; esp. all the late nights...God.
And the best way of celebration....one movie...
golmaal returns...it's so hilarious, there no stopping to laughter.
Well, basically now, I feel very free and I don't know how to spend my time...UT's are up next week...and the following week...after which, 2 weeks of school...mundane stuff...and holidays!
Do you want a piece?
22:01 - Tuesday, 11 November 2008
I don't know why I'm always looked at as if I am always starving for a humble pie when I am fully aware that I've eaten my share.
Sometimes, when I am more than willing to share my pie, ask for it, take it.
*ahem...
23:31 - Sunday, 9 November 2008
Is it just me or am I seriously surrounded by weirdos with colossal egos and pint-sized emotions?
No, like seriously... are these bhenchods (excuse the crudeness) even aware of how much a falooda they seem like when they try to be arrogant of what they have when there are actually people out there who have a LIFE...big deal, you suar ke bachey are one helluva batch who have so-called planned out your life... yeah, you hell as well call it planning...like okay... and what's that I hear...you hate biasness...saaley akal ke dushman, then how is it you have a diploma in favouritism and jhooti-licking...just 'cause the ball isn't in your court, you sirh khaa as if the aasmaan phat gaya. As if this is some big deal...And about stepping on others and then deriding them...honestly, I have never seen any worse a khota than you...you seriously take the taj off this one...if it hadn't been for my record's sake, you would have needed nose surgery.
If you know what I mean, I think tu chulu-bhar pani mein dhoob ja...
Why aren't Girls like Guys?
22:54
Why not just be simple creatures?
*Saara din ohi galaan -"jadh main tere kol naa hovaan, kithe kidey naal si tu"
*translated in english "same stuff all day - if I'm not around you, where were you and with whom?"
I dislike all this for the very reason that if I don't do it to you, don't do it to me. I spite this. No one owns anything. No one owes anything to anybody. So why complicate matters.
This wasn't simply a random thought. I feel my space shrinking with every passing day and its making me unusually claustrophobic. Silence doesn't always mean I'm willingly waving a white flag.
Cruise if you dare
23:08 - Saturday, 8 November 2008
It's a start... but am getting used to it already, thanks to Dad <3
And
ferrari's back...LoL...ain't no ferrari no more...my com's all RAM-ed up and repaired and its such a relief...all regards to Dad :)
*I wonder how big a hole the loaned laptop's gonna burn in my pocket...One random point, tea taste so darn good with lemon.
saara kuch bhul ke tu saadey naal nachletere jalwe, yeh tere nakhre, yeh teri adaapal mein yeh dil mera hone laga fidaa
jaded for real
14:02 - Wednesday, 5 November 2008
Ever had a lesson when all you hear is the class, never the facilitator?
Today's relief faci is so silent, it seems more like there's a party in class. All I can hear are the voices of my classmates. And what's worse, the lesson is boring. No head or tail to the whole problem statement.
Even the Xbox controls were fully loaned out.
I'm just bored.
...:':...:':...99 days ...:':...:':...
Chak glassy, peele
22:22 - Tuesday, 4 November 2008
One major deadline hovering damn close, and I just can't finish my report.
Faltoo problem for nothing...when will I ever learn?
Hell used to be right here a couple of weeks back, it sure doesn't feel that way now...
In fact, on the bright side,
100 days to something-super-great-I-can't-fathom-I'd-be-experiencing-it and counting down...
On a lighter note
"hey=] what you're up to?" Fidahhhhhhhhh...lol
***I'm such a bastard...Bored laAnd babe please, if anything does happen to any of us, please please please call the police/ambulance/parents...don't take it upon yourself...I understand you would want to share the pain, but I don't think that's the right time actually....LoLWoh churale mera chairnHe makes me say "god damn!"
Some things unsaid...
21:40 - Monday, 3 November 2008
Dil ko hai gham kyonAankh hai nam kyonHona hi tha jo hua haiUs baat ko jaane hi doJiska nishaan kal ho naa ho
