Go ahead just leave, can’t hold you, you’re free

You take all these things, if they mean so much to you

I gave you your dreams, ’cause you meant the world

So did I deserve to be left here hurt

You think I don’t know you’re out of control

I ended up finding all of this from my boys

Girl, you’re stone cold, you say it ain’t so,

You already know I’m not attached to material

Taking Back My Love
Enrique Iglesias featuring Ciara

It's 5 in the morning!

Yup, rise and shine, suckers!!!!

Normal people sleep at such time, I don't....

I didn't just wake up....I just couldn't sleep....yeap...someone asshole kept knocking my door at about 2 and woke me up for good...so feeling all so fresh and alive, I seriously have nothing better to do besides getting back to studying....I dunno why but it feels like its just the start to nights of disrupted sleeping patterns...BMS and DEV...riding the back of my mind all the time...ishhh...

oh well....

It's the holidays!!!!!!!!

lol I am loving it....and I really don't know what to do...I have too much time in hand and I don't wanna spend it just on studying....and I don't wanna spend $$ unnecessarily so that means going out is out of question....very guilty now...veryyy...lol...

yesterday, thinking it was Vaisakhi, I went to the temple (with fidah), and there was hardly anyone there...wow...how messed up can a punjabi get...their programs are on today...well...at least I finally made my way over there...else...I'd be procrastinating to get my ass out of my place...

truth be told, I am very very bored...I am seriously undergoing changes....gone are the crushes...thats random....but its true...I can beat around the bush but it still comes back to the starting point..G..there's also nothing interesting going on in school...not even with deejaying...tests are up next week again...and assignments as well...irritating ah...sometimes, I just wish to have non-stop lectures instead of having to do assignments...

right now I have many many impulsive irrational (well, some) ideas swimming in my head...I wanna drive...I wanna get another peircing...I wanna cut my hair...I wanna learn bellydancing...I wanna bungee jump....I wanna go gold coast and try the thrilling rides there....I wanna learn karate...and most rationally, I wanna slap the bitch...lol...boredom is making me crazy....

and did I tell you, I am addicted to mints again....they were my fav then...now I can't live without them.....and I feel like getting a tattoo as well...

all I know, an idle mind is the devil's playground....lol

SAMMY G!!!!!

You're are so unpredictable!

WTH sia...

LOL

Sunny was wicked after all...

Success...all thanks to Fidahdahdah, and only her :)
Genius and Boy-Maestro. LoL
Hahaha....wickedest thing to ever happen...all becasue of Fidah's shamelessness...LoL :)

Now it's your chance, Aruna!!!!!!!! Go G0 GO!!!!

All the damage we've have always caused is so invincible...

So what makes you so sure, it will go well this time...LoL


*makes you wonder...makes me wonder too


Yet, objections? None.


Trust us :)

Eheheh...Like what you did with my blog, Sharan.
Mysterious but surprising and wholesomely sweet :)

and Someone's back

*stalker mode turned on. WTF.LOL!

Do you pull up ya pants when they bag down your ass
Do you take out the trash after it has piled up in to a disgusting heap?
Do you dig cash like its growing on trees?
Do you drive fast like there’re no rules?
Do you pretend to dig when you might not catch the drift?
Do you have security codes on everything, including your handphone?
Is your phone always on vibrate so that it doesn’t ring?
Do you prefer to have a hidden second account?
Do you hardly get back when people call you?
Do you ask no questions at all?
Do you prefer staying out late, without having to worry about anything happening to you?
Do you run the streets like you own them, in the middle of the night?
Do you come home late without having to explain yourself?
Do you sleep weird hours?
Do you act hard when you're with your crew?
Do you keep a straight face when you tell a lie ?
Do you like messing with people’s head?

I do. Strangely enough.

--> Ciara - Like a boy

Di......

Firstly, we have not communicated for a verrrrrry long time.....(ok we just did but I wasn't able to tell you everything...haha)

Secondly, I have given up on e-mailing you because i still have not received the reply for the previous one that I sent (dated 19th FEB!)

Thirdly, I miss miss miss you!!!

Lastly, don't get angry with me for posting this ok....although I know that in the end, you are going to LOVE it!!!!

-The actual post-

It's been 3 months since you left for Melbourne and damn, I miss you... I admit that while you were here, I would always say that "I will not miss you when you go to Australia" but now it all a different story, isn't it? Everything has been different and sometimes it just seems like as if time passes by so slowly without you…

My attachment has finally ended and without you here, I was not able complain to you about the agony at work. I was not able to irritate you before going to sleep and on top of that, I was not able to bully you!!! (My favourite past time!) Btw, I wanted to tell you that I have decided to be fitter or should I say, decided to become more like Bipasha!!! Wohooo:)

I miss....
1) Your PJs:)
2) The pop sounds....
3) Your habit of forgetting!
4) Your random dancing
5) Your jay sean wannabe acts...

Life is just different here without you… without an older sister, it seems like as if mummy and daddy see me as their eldest daughter now and have been asking me to be more responsiblity but I wouldn’t wanna take your birth rights away, would I?? Haha…

Anyway….here is a little msg for you before I leave… and I came across a song recently and it really explains how I feel about your love for me… (Although the song is meant for your other half but who cares)…. The lyrics are below and the link to the song….Listen to it k!!!

http://www.imeem.com/people/vhUOv9M/music/FAWBa5NG/beyonc-flaws-and-all/

Love you!!!

Labels: Missing you

Sometimes it makes me wonder, what I do, what I feel...why is it such an issue...to me...to others...

anyways......I am so glad that we have something common...like seriously...danG!
Won't say what it is but it definitely seems like we both have a deprived childhood...lol

I am getting all whacked out right now...'cause its 1 am friday night, I'm home, contemplating whether I should sleep, worrying about completing my studies by the end of the weekend, cursing my headache, humming to enrique's tune, all simultanously....I sound frigging crazy.

and I have a freaking neighbour who's making so much nonsensical noise and that also in deep indian accent, all hindi somemore....I tell you indians ah...no care about others....tsk tsk...

I give it all up
But I'm taking back my love

:)