Firstly, we have not communicated for a verrrrrry long time.....(ok we just did but I wasn't able to tell you everything...haha)
Secondly, I have given up on e-mailing you because i still have not received the reply for the previous one that I sent (dated 19th FEB!)
Thirdly, I miss miss miss you!!!
Lastly, don't get angry with me for posting this ok....although I know that in the end, you are going to LOVE it!!!!
-The actual post-
It's been 3 months since you left for Melbourne and damn, I miss you... I admit that while you were here, I would always say that "I will not miss you when you go to Australia" but now it all a different story, isn't it? Everything has been different and sometimes it just seems like as if time passes by so slowly without you…
My attachment has finally ended and without you here, I was not able complain to you about the agony at work. I was not able to irritate you before going to sleep and on top of that, I was not able to bully you!!! (My favourite past time!) Btw, I wanted to tell you that I have decided to be fitter or should I say, decided to become more like Bipasha!!! Wohooo:)
I miss....
1) Your PJs:)
2) The pop sounds....
3) Your habit of forgetting!
4) Your random dancing
5) Your jay sean wannabe acts...
Life is just different here without you… without an older sister, it seems like as if mummy and daddy see me as their eldest daughter now and have been asking me to be more responsiblity but I wouldn’t wanna take your birth rights away, would I?? Haha…
Anyway….here is a little msg for you before I leave… and I came across a song recently and it really explains how I feel about your love for me… (Although the song is meant for your other half but who cares)…. The lyrics are below and the link to the song….Listen to it k!!!
http://www.imeem.com/people/vhUOv9M/music/FAWBa5NG/beyonc-flaws-and-all/
Flaws And All
I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes, indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet you see the picture clear as day
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love...
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfections
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I need
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
Don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
You, you, you
Love you!!!

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